I started with playing free women in one avatar and panther in another after I RPed with some amazing panther RPers. Panther soon became an outlaw free woman... who became enslaved by my partner. It was suppose to be a punishment collar but I submitted soon after. I freed myself in my partner's absence since I feel more at home playing a free woman... But he collared me again when he returned. I am not RPing or with any group at the moment but I still wear his collar. OOCly we do not have M/S relationship.. only in RP.
I love being his slave but probably would not be happy with another owner. We have an understanding that it's purely RP. I have yet to meet another person who can differentiate IC/OOC relationship.. or maybe I am just biased. But I got so many IMs when I first became collared.. "You are a slave now!??! Want me to come free you!?!??!" It was pretty comical. I had to explain that it was IC only. There seems to be a fine line between FW and Slave and it's not to be crossed. I even get treated differently even in IMs when I am a slave. From strangers.. those who know me well know that I am really a fw pretending to be a slave.
I find playing a fw easier than playing a slave. I do like the kink with my partner. M/S relationships are intense and that was very surprising to me.. but I get a sense that it is because of him.. I would probably never be a slave again if my partner and I stop RPing with each other. Well never say never.. as I would honor any RP within a storyline.. but I would really try my best to get myself freed again. I wouldn't willingly submit to anyone. I enjoy playing a fw but I do agree.. playing a slave is a harder role..hard to get past the whole, serve, fuck, hmmm what else is there? I love being my partner's slave but I don't really enjoy being a slave if that makes sense. I would probably be a panther again if I could choose a different role
The talender, fixed in her hair, is a slave girl’s wordless confession, which, commonly, she dares not speak, that she cares for her Master…